Guilar John 1st Anniversary 11th September Where do I even start? How do I touch on how much I miss you, how I have cried, prayed, raged and wished that this nightmare wasn't true? How can you be gone? My John, my love, my heart, my soulmate, my friend, my protector and my anchor, I am trying to live without all these things that you were. And I live, I laugh, I enjoy but I am hurting and everything is tinged with sadness and a heart that is forever broken. I cherish the memories of our 40 years together and our beautiful family. You are in my thoughts from morning to night, a part of me always and I love you deeply with the hope that one day I will be re-united with you for eternity. Your wooly Julie xxx
