CLARKE Seamus 30th birthday In proud and loving memory of my beautiful baby son Seamus whose 30th birthday occurs 22nd February My eyes are filled with tears again as they are every day, I love, miss and long for you every second of every day. My body aches with sadness that you are no longer here, the pain is only soothed by your kids, our Mia and Seamus Og. Without them I wouldn’t be here. My tired heart is shattered and will never beat the same, it shatters a little more every time I hear your name. It’s especially difficult now not to have you here to celebrate your 30th with the ones who loved you dear. I wish I had just one more chance to see your beautiful smile, to laugh and celebrate with you just for a little while. I will cherish all our memories son because your love was strong and true, to lose someone so precious is a pain I can’t undo. You were the treasure in my heart, you were loved in every way, now you have left me, you are loved, missed and longed for every second of every day. The day you came into this world was full of love and joy, I held you in my arms for hours, my beautiful baby boy. I will love you forever and a day. In my memories you will live on and as long as I have Mia and Seamus Og you will never be truly gone. I want to say so much son and could go back to the start, but i’ve that constant longing for my son with constant pain in my heart. In a world full of memories you fill my heart with pride, I know am never alone with Mia and Seamus Og by my side. But how can a mother describe how she feels inside, for a constant longing for her baby son who is absent from her side. A million tears keep falling and I know others see, I’m just a mummy longing for my son who means the world to me. The day my child passed away I became someone I never knew, a totally different person, I am not who I use to be. I am not nor ever will be the same. The only thing that has not changed is the spelling of my name. I cry more than I ever did, I break down quite a lot, my heart hurts everyday, the pain will never stop. The worse type of crying is the silent one, the one when everyone is asleep, the one were you feel it on your eyes and throat, the one were you just want to scream, the one were you hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet, the one were you can’t breath anymore. The one were you realise that the person who meant so much, your baby son is gone. I love, miss and long for you son every second of everyday, I wish I could hold your hand and make everything alright to tell you it’s not the end, not good-bye, only goodnight. The greatest day has yet to come, I will hold you tight and never let you go again. Happy 30th birthday my beautiful son, from your heartbroken mummy xxxxxxxx. Will you give your daddy a big kiss for mum, love you both always xox. CLARKE Seamus whose 30th birthday occurs 22nd Februar. Birthday wishes sent to Heaven above, sending our beautiful daddy all our love. Daddy if we could write a story it would be the greatest ever told, of a kind and beautiful daddy who had a heart of gold. We would write a million pages, but still be unable to say, just how much we love and miss you every single day. There’s a man standing before you Lord, he’s so precious and so rare, he is our beautiful daddy, the best beyond compare. Please wrap your arms around him Lord and give him all our love, we send him millions of kisses on the wings of a pure white dove. Happy heavenly birthday daddy from your heartbroken baby girl Mia and heartbroken baby boy (your twin) Seamus óg xxxxxx. CLARKE Seamus whose 30th birthday occurs 22nd February. God looked around His garden and found an empty place, He then looked down upon the earth and saw your beautiful face. He put His arms you and lifted you to rest, it truly is the words that God only takes the best. Happy 30th birthday Seamus. Loved and missed from big sister Janine xxxx. CLARKE Seamus 22nd February. Birthday wishes of my wee brother Seamus on his 30th birthday. We fought like brothers do but I hope you know now that I will always love and miss you son. Breaks my heart everyday that you aren’t here to watch your kids grow, but you look after them from above and I’ll do it from down below. Love and miss you fat boi. From your big bro Dan, Michelle, godsons Padraig and Shaun and your niece Faith.
