CLARKE Seamus 30th Birthday occurs 22nd February Happiest Heavenly birthday my beautiful baby brother. I can’t believe you are 30 and it’s another birthday spent in Heaven away from us. I would give any- thing to see your beautiful face and get one of your hugs, to hear your laugh or to see your smile, I wish with all my heart that you were here to celebrate your birthday. We would have such a big party for you. But instead we know you will be spending it with our daddy. I’m finding it very hard Seamus, I wish this was all a horrible nightmare that we could wake up from, but instead it’s a real life nightmare that never ends. I can go back in my memories in my head and see your beautiful wee face from the day mammy brought you home as a new baby, through each and every birthday you had here with us. I still remember every wee detail which might seem stupid but all them wee things turned out to be big things now that you’re up in Heaven. I would give any- thing for you to pull up outside and ask “will ya give is a few fegs for bed” and first thing in the mornings you would say “giz ma wake en bake.” I miss every single thing about you son, but I know when I have your kids here, our Mia and our Seamus óg wee things they say and do is just you I see, and most times I have to tell myself they are your babies, so obviously they look and sound like you. Keep watching over them son, I know you always will cause I can see it in their eyes. They are the only thing we have left here of you and mean the world to me. They are a piece of you that can help get through the days. I also want you and my daddy to keep watching over us, protect us from up there especially ma mummy, she needs you both to keep giving her strength, and I know you both are our gaurdian angels. I just want to wish you the biggest happiest 30th birthday son, I will love and miss you and ma Dai til we’re back together and when we are I’m not letting you go. I love you more my big son. From your heartbroken sister Geraldine, brother-in-law and bookie buddy Leo (send him down a bit of luck), your wee bro’s and sisters (nieces and nephews) Alice, Daniel, John, Leona, Paddy, Ché and Sarah-Jean (Dolly) and great nephews wee Leo, wee Kobe, wee Seamus and wee Kylo xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
