FALOON Paul. Precious birthday memories of my brother Paul whose 38th birthday occurs 7th March. I thought that time was healing from the hurt you left behind, that empty space could be filled, my arms, my heart and mind. My body looks the same as it did when you were here, but the emptiness is growing each and every year. I thought that time would heal this sad unbearable pain, that soon my tears would fade and I would learn to live again. All the times I am smiling are just me pretending hurt flows through my heart and soul, this pain is never ending, I thought that time would heal but nothing’s changed. It seems my aching arms that miss you aren’t satisfied with dreams, so here I am in pain again and healing stands alone, as I will forever weep, for you cannot come home. Happy birthday to my big brother Paul. Loved and missed always from your heartbroken baby sister Lisa xxx.
