GLENNON Ciarán 6th Anniversary 24th April St Jude pray for him I missed you today but that’s nothing new, I missed you a million times yesterday too. I picked up my phone to tell you the news, then realised, again, I can’t text it to you. I saw your bright smile, at least twenty times, and then I remember, it’s all in my mind. I drive without presence, the world feels surreal and on comes your song and this doesn’t seem real. I missed you today but I miss you a lot, it’s helpful to miss you, it’s all that I’ve got. I wish I could pull you down here for a while, I’m frightened to lose the shape of your smile. I miss you today and I’ll miss you tomorrow, there seems to be no coming end to this sorrow. I try to go on as I know that you care, I know that you're willing me on from up there. I miss you today but I’m trying to find, a way to move on but not leave you behind. A way to forge on with the love that we had, a way to re- call you and simply feel glad. How can it by 5 years, it seems just like yesterday. Stay close son, I still need you. Al- ways loved and always missed Mum x.
