GLENNON Ciarán 5th Anniversary 24th April St Jude pray for him I missed you today but that’s nothing new, I missed you a million times yesterday too. I picked up my phone to tell you the news then realised again, I can’t text it to you. I saw your bright smile at least twenty times and then I remember, it’s all in my mind. I drive without presence the world feels surreal, and on comes your song and this doesn’t seem real. I missed you today but I miss you a lot, It’s helpful to miss you it’s all that I’ve got. I wish I could pull you down here for a while I’m frightened to lose the shape of your smile. I miss you today and I’ll miss you tomorrow, there seems to be no coming end to this sorrow. I try to go on as I know that you care, I know that you're willing me on from up there. I miss you today but I’m trying to find a way to move on but not leave you behind. A way to forge on with the love that we had a way to recall you and simply feel glad. How can it be 5 years, it seems just like yesterday. Stay close son, I still need you. Always loved and always missed Mum x
