MADDEN Ryan 33rd birthday memories, 23rd October, 18th Anniversary occurred 4th October. If I could have you back just for a little while I would put my arms around you and beg you to stay. They say memories are golden, I know this is true but I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. I hold you close to my heart and there you shall remain, sleep with the angels son. Rest in peace. Until we meet again. Love mum and brother John xoxo.