McLaughlin Pearse Whose First Anniversary occurs on 22nd of May I can't believe that's it been one whole year since you took your last breath, one whole year since I held you and kissed you one last time. One whole year since I lost my best friend, my love, my soulmate. I don't know how I've kept going without you. It's been a struggle but you must be here in your own special way helping me through all the tough obstacles I've had to go through and will continue to go through. How I wish things turned out different for us. All the ifs and buts that I've been thinking since that day run round and round in my head. Not seeing you walk through the front door with that smile when you see me and the kids, what I'd give to see that smile again, to feel your face, to kiss you again and complain about your stubble prickling me lol I'd give anything to have that all back. I miss you so much my love but I take comfort in knowing that you are waiting for me up there and I can't wait to see you again and if I die when I'm old with wrinkles I hope you still want me lol Until we meet again my love. From your heart broken wife Nicole and daughters Eva and Ayda
