McLAUGHLIN

McLaughlin Pearse  Whose First Anniversary  occurs on 22nd of May I can't believe that's it  been one whole year  since you took your last  breath, one whole year  since I held you and  kissed you one last time.  One whole year since I  lost my best friend, my  love, my soulmate. I don't  know how I've kept going  without you. It's been a  struggle but you must be  here in your own special  way helping me through  all the tough obstacles  I've had to go through  and will continue to go  through. How I wish  things turned out different for us. All the ifs and  buts that I've been thinking since that day run  round and round in my  head. Not seeing you  walk through the front  door with that smile when  you see me and the kids,  what I'd give to see that  smile again, to feel your  face, to kiss you again  and complain about your  stubble prickling me lol  I'd give anything to have  that all back. I miss you  so much my love but I  take comfort in knowing  that you are waiting for  me up there and I can't  wait to see you again and  if I die when I'm old with  wrinkles I hope you still  want me lol Until we meet  again my love. From your  heart broken wife Nicole  and daughters Eva and  Ayda