McSHANE Gemma Birthday memories of my beautiful sister. How can I write on paper the feelings I have inside, the sadness and the loneliness since the day you died. Right now we’re in a different place and although we seem apart, you’re closer than you’ve ever been your locked inside my heart. Happy 38th birthday Gem loved and missed always Tammylee, Curly, Shéa, Erínn, Aoifé, Donárd and James.