McTAGGART Philip Happy heavenly 39th birthday. There is never a day since I met you that I haven’t thought of you but your birthday hurts that bit more because so much sadness and loss has been felt on this day of what should have been for you! You mesmerised anyone lucky enough to meet you, this world could have been yours and that will forever hurt the most how you never really got to live, my wish would be to know you did and that you are ok. I love you Philip. Way up to the sky xx Katrina.